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Thursday, July 05, 2007Blogging off my work time... After such a long time of slacking, i finally came back to blog..Recently have been really busy with work and other stuff... working for such a big firm really is not easy, one recruitment drive by them means 100s of ppl joining in and 100s of computers to be fixed up and configured. as a result, OT long hrs. But gd thing is that period of time has passed.. Other than work, I realised that having a regular quiet time and reading e bible faithfully is really a very high commitment. for ppl who know me, i am not really known for being committed to doing something but i'm really trying..ultimately hearing from God and experiencing His touch is really going to be e element to keep me going.. so it is either make it or break it.. Other than all these busyness, i found myself having more time with my relatives(esp cousins) and frens(ahs gang). It's really amazing how friendships can last that long.. but i really feel tt having closer bonds needs more time to maintain... well that's why e Genting trip is organised.. i so look forward to this trip cos it'll be e first time i go out of town with only my friends and no parents around.. im so sure tt it'll be fun.. Recently, it feels like everyone around me are going in NS.. Ppl like FS,Eric, Jc and Sz.. It just feels very weird and lonely sometimes when i think abt this.. Ppl like Jc and Sz.. i cannot imagine who am i going to turn to when they are in ns.. esp Sz.. it's really tough when all friends whom i depend on greatly are not around.. not like they are leaving for good but it still feels weird.. Well, i found a new found love in this sport named volleyball.. went to sentosa last sunday with my relatives and played some volleyball with my cousins and my cousin's frens.. I got to know some fellas like Haoming, Ivan, Zhihao and Zhengrong.. all 4 of them are from ITE college Simei volleyball school team.. their passion for the game really reminds me of practice makes perfect.. I've began to engage in training together with them on weekday nites.. Family relationship has been good, have been going out with my family mbrs more often now.. My mum has been sick recently and need to have time off her work to rest.. this means tt she's earning lesser and means my allowance = minus.. initially i tot it was a bad idea but after hearing tt if dun minus my allowance means my sis dun get anything.. I think it's time for me to step up and think for e family.. To add to all these, my grandpa just got admitted into e hospital.. Dunno which of my aunt suggested it but now my grandpa is going thru alot of tests and checks, with needles poking into him almost everyday.. He has this lump in his lungs so now still not sure if an operation is needed.. Lastly, feelings are indeed weird.. Sometimes i just wonder how can feelings come and go so easily.. i dun really believe in love at first sight but sometimes incidents do amaze me.. Infatuations really occurs veri frequently and shockingly..Sometimes i just think tt how can someone live without loving someone but it's really super duper hard to define "LOVE".. it's sucha big word to use and also sometimes, alot of ppl misuse this word.. well, tt's something i can ponder upon and wait till ns is over for anything to happen.. So much for a renewal post.. To conclude, Time is precious and i hope i can manage them well between spiritual stuff, work, social life with friends, volleyball, family. and of course if i have it, love.. Sounds emo har.. well 21 yrs old is the yr whereby most ppl think the most and hopefully learn the most abt life.. signing off, Alex... Life hav a balance ~~ posted timey on 7/05/2007 03:45:00 PM
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